Iblameu

Public Service Announcement - This is different from what I normally do, but want to know how you feel regardless.

To be real all I wanted was to hear your voice. The one thing that could’ve kept me sane and in control of it all.  All I needed was a word from you. The one thing that could of put me at ease and at peace with myself.  If only you would’ve gave me a call, maybe then I wouldn’t have did the things I did.  If I would’ve only been able to know you were there for me. I wouldn’t of felt alone in this world.  If for one day you could’ve shown that you cared maybe I would’ve believed that I meant something to you.  But instead you had better things to do, but you wonder why I flipped the way I did.  You knew I was hurting and did nothing. So for that I blame you. I blame you for the way things ended.  I blame you for what happened next.  I blame you for the scars that’ll never heal due to the ever flowing river of red which now soaks the very fabric that you bought me to wear.  Think about the difference you could of made had your words been more than words and actions been more than novelty mugs.  Great for show but never worth the use.