Words From Millz

Just wanted to honestly say thank you to everyone who has emailed me or hit me up Facebook to show love.  I've been getting a lot of feedback from my writings and I hope I can continue to write something worth your time.  I believe we all have a story to tell regardless of what it may be.  My mind usually revolves around different aspects of love. Whether I've been through it personally or seen others close by go through it.  With that being said I'm going to keep bringing you something new on Millzoetry Mondays until no one wants to see me write anymore.  Pass the word if you like it. If you don't like it, keep it real and tell me, so i can improve and grow.  1 Luv

Iblameu

Public Service Announcement - This is different from what I normally do, but want to know how you feel regardless.

To be real all I wanted was to hear your voice. The one thing that could’ve kept me sane and in control of it all.  All I needed was a word from you. The one thing that could of put me at ease and at peace with myself.  If only you would’ve gave me a call, maybe then I wouldn’t have did the things I did.  If I would’ve only been able to know you were there for me. I wouldn’t of felt alone in this world.  If for one day you could’ve shown that you cared maybe I would’ve believed that I meant something to you.  But instead you had better things to do, but you wonder why I flipped the way I did.  You knew I was hurting and did nothing. So for that I blame you. I blame you for the way things ended.  I blame you for what happened next.  I blame you for the scars that’ll never heal due to the ever flowing river of red which now soaks the very fabric that you bought me to wear.  Think about the difference you could of made had your words been more than words and actions been more than novelty mugs.  Great for show but never worth the use.

Answer: U

The feel of your fingertips, anytime they touch my skin / sends my mind into a whirl as though I’ve been swooped up by a vicious wind / The thought of me and no you is one I can’t do / if I’m to go on with another person then my question is who / Who can bring a smile to my face, with just the sound of their voice / There is no other but you, so no need for another choice / To be with just you, no words need be said / because me with no you, is like sandwich with no bread / No matter how corny, that line I just wrote / I’m going to finish this off, on a serious note / You stay on my mind, as if some kind of disease / While not much can be promised, here is a guarantee / Just like a game of monopoly, wanting us will never end / My love for you will never break, no matter how much it may bend / And I’ll do everything to take us back, keeping us forever as friends / This battle I promise to fight, until the very end.

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I’m able to hide the fact that I’m a fiend, but the undeniable itch that can only be scratched by the feel of your love is all it takes to send me into an uncontrollable down spiral that can only be stopped by the touch of your hands and the feel of your kiss.  But I digress…never before have I been able to explore the true depths of my figurative heart until the day your love shined that microscopic light into my soul.  Since that day my literal heart has found literal life to live in this unforgivable world.  But who needs forgiveness from man, when I’m favored by God’s angel…You….You give me the strength I need to proceed in this daily journey I call life.  You give me the support I need to be the Man you need in our time of need.

One Love : Two Stories

This is something I wrote just showing how different people can react to the same love.

If I would’ve known the shit we’d deal with, I would’ve never learned your name

But since that day I first said hello, it’s been everything but the same

If I would’ve known the trouble that would follow, I would’ve never took your number

Ever since I sent you that first text, I haven’t been able to get any slumber

Had I known the destruction we’d cause, never once would I have kissed your lips

Only after I received my first taste, our happiness was forever eclipsed.

Only if I would’ve seen the pain we’d endure, I would’ve never got on one knee

Because once you said “I do”, I knew trouble and sorrow would always follow me

Had I known the joy you would cause, I would’ve never played the waiting games

Because since the day we met, I’ve been enjoying our life in frames

If I would’ve realized you had an angels voice, I would’ve called so much sooner

Because the sound of your voice affects my key of life similar to a piano tuner

If I could’ve comprehended that you’d make my life whole, I would’ve asked before

Because seeing you dressed in all white, is what I want along with so much more

A love like ours I could never dream, so only Lord knows how this could happen

Because growing old with someone like you, is something I’d never imagine.

War of Love

Welcome to Millzoetry Onlife.  I'm trying to get into the writing thing and would like to know what everyone thinks.  I'm hoping to be able to post something new for the blog every Monday.  I'm no pro at this, but I do have a passion for wanting to get better.  Hopefully you enjoy what you see and I can keep you coming back for more.

Gone are the days of silent HI’s and winks for I love you / No longer will we gaze into each other’s eyes, no more,  those days are through / Farewell to the smile on your face, from the joy that I would bring / Adios to the silly songs about our love, that we would always sing / So long to the cold nights I’d endure, where you’d be by my side / No more will you carry the healing aid, to fix my broken pride / Here are the days of loud goodbyes and fingers for how you feel / To stay is the hate in your eyes, that I pray is not for real / Hello to the angry scowl, that I now know all too well / Hola to all the hateful words we share, no longer will we L-O-L / Welcome to all the warm nights, where we are filled with rage / Always will we remain apart, never again the same page / Memories of love are here to stay, some good yet some are bad / But nothing can ever erase, all the beautiful moments we had / The scars and wounds of this love battle, will show forever on my heart / But this is the game we chose to play, we knew the rules from the start.

Jerseylove

Another pretty old one

When we were young I didn’t notice
The woman you would grow to be
We’ve both really grown up
And now I want you with me

I know niggas holla and stare
All day every day
But I want to be your man
In the very worst way

I’ve never been afraid
To just speak on how I feel
So I’m just gonna do I what I do
And be straight up, honest, and real

I want you to fill your role
As my blessing from above
I want you to take your place
As my one and only jerseylove

Slow Jams

This one I wrote a little while ago, incorporating different R&B songs in each section. What do you think?

I wouldn’t cross the ocean
Because I’d never be that far away
Wouldn’t have to climb a mountain
Because our love is here today

Won’t turn back the hands of time
Because a future with you
Like us always and forever
Is something I’d like to do

I’d love you like honey
And I got a sweet tooth
You’ll never be outta my system
Like India Arie telling the truth

Don’t wanna be like The Chi'lites
Wondering if they seen ya
Won’t be like Carl Thomas
Wishing I never met ya

Just like the sun shining
I hope your love don’t ever change
Don’t wanna be like K-Ci and JoJo
Going crazy and derange

I want our love to be a slow jam
Tell the story of you and me
I want to be like R. Kelly
Screaming out Marry Me

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What more do you want from me
I'm giving all that I can give
Maybe I'm just not enough for you
Should we move on and try again

You've told me I'm all you want
But you're all i've ever needed
To get past the past to be with me
And move on from him is all I've pleaded

I know you can't hide from your memories
But why not make new ones with me
Don't waste life worrying about what was
Instead focus on us and what's to be

But if you rather live in the past
Then that's where I must let you stay
I'm working on making a brighter future
And not living in another groundhogs day

Want you....Can't have you

I know we chose to keep it slow
But I can't help what's over me
Everytime I'm in your presence
Time stops to enjoy your company

Never in life have I met someone
So truthful and always oh so real
We can relax and just enjoy ourselves
Or go out and have a nice meal

You've opened my eyes to things unseen
Life's pleasure I had never known
To think of this ever ending one day
I'd rather suffer through kidney stones

Have no clue of what's to come from this
Maybe a suit for me and a dress for you
Only thing to give this a happy ending
Would be a fairy tale, where you say I do

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Look I'm tired of the fussing
Even fed up with the implying
It's hurts me more than you'll know
Anytime I know you've been crying

Truth is you're best I've ever had
And I know i did nothing to deserve
A woman with such class and beauty
Rocking a crystal smile w/ coke bottle curve

I wanna be the only man you want
With the combination of all you'll need
Because your love is a strong addiction
In my heart before all you will supersede

I've had failures with so many others
Whose names no longer seem to matter
With you i want to make this thing work
So here I am serving you, my heart on a platter