The words escape my mind….damn. The thoughts never do…..why? Why can’t I wake up in the morning without the thought of your love on my mind? Is it possible to fall asleep without wondering and hoping you’re thinking of me the way I’m thinking of you? What must I do to stop the day dreams of a happily ever after where you are mines and I am yours. Even in those dreams when I catch a glimpse into your eyes I feel as if though…..if just for that second…..you ARE mines. In that second I imagine coming home to a woman that’s you and a house that’s ours. But that second is over…yet I see you smile. Was that smile at me, for me, because of me? Could that smile had been the result of a thought where I was yours and you were mines? Could it be?......Could it be that I am on your mind as you open your eyes to the start a new day? Is it possible that the one things on your head, while you lay in your bed is I? Could it be that we both dream the same dream yet awake to realize…..awake to think that things in the dream could never be? Will they never be because you do not belong to me, or will this life be only a dream because we fear what could be? Could it be I’ll always think what if because I never asked why not? I’ll never know the answer to my questions because the time has passed. You have walked away if not for this moment then for this life. Now I lay down another night with you on my mind to know the vicious cycle of waking up with thoughts of you on my mind. The thoughts never escape….Damn. The words always do….why?
You are really doing your thing.. This is a good one!!
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