Untitled Thoughts 28 Nov 15

Its easy to call you Queen, when you rule my thoughts so easily. Each day i wake up I think about you before me. Each night when I pray I wish you were with me. Even when I'm sleep it's a movie of you and me. Never wishing you were mine bc owning you is not for me. We both belong to God, so i imagine he molded you for me. He brought me through many storms to grow and be the man that you need me to be. Not just talking smooth lines but allowing you to see. You're already a Queen on Earth, i just want to treat you how you should be. And pray that when you close your eyes and see your blessings, that you're visualizing a picture of me...

Young Tenderoni

I've been to the highest of highs and down to the lowest of lows. But one thing i can see, is just how much I've grown. I'm no longer sprinting to the finish line but finally able to enjoy the race. You're unlike anything I've ever witnessed and it's more than just a pretty face. You have goals set forward and wont accept less than your dreams. You're something like an all star player but still understand how to be part of a team. You've been hurt as well so you know how to feel pain. But smart enough to know that the sun, will still shine after the rain. There's no question about you being on my mind, bc all day i think of you. But I'm not thinking of a fairly tale. Instead looking at the dream come true. No games were played from day one and no lines ever used. I actually like this girl, and this feeling should be breaking news. A simply text, when we havent talked all day. Lets me know that thoughts of me were forming that way. You couldve easily let your past break you, and no one would question why. But you seem like you may be opening up some, for this simple guy. You dont care about louie and kors but deserve it all the same. Because you got me feeling like this, anytime I hear your name.

Just me thinking...9-12-15

Stuck on a level of confusion. You seem to be the sunshine to clear out the rain, yet our commitment to shine together has yet to be made. But the thought of being with anyone else forms an overcast that is sure to bring stormy weather. In a situation where I'm not sure if I'm in drive or in park, it would seem as though I'm in Neutral. Not going forward yet with a push i can begin rolling.
What i do know is that i dream of the views we can take and memories we can make the moment we decide to go forward with this journey. You're the one I want as my copilot...regardless the trip...short or long...i know it'll be well worth the ride...
So whenever the day should come that we decide we're going to start walking hand in hand, with you as my girl and me as your man.just know that showing you more sun than rain...more joy than pain...will always be the plan...