Let Go

The strength isn't shown when you fight to hold on tight. But it's seen when you know the time to let go is right. It's better to let go of the one you love, than to hold on and hurt them more. It'll pain you to see them walk away, but in this pain your mind will grow. To see that they're happier after will surely leave a sour taste. But to know you're no longer the cause of their misery should lead you to a better place. But let go with all honesty, that your love is surely gone. For letting go thinking they may come back is never any fun. If they do come back then count your blessings and learn from your mistakes. And even if they don't you'll find peace in knowing that you now have what it takes.

I know when

The question of when did I fall in love with you, was one that I couldn't answer. I knew I loved you but with no reply, did my love really matter. How could I tell you I love and say that I mean it without the memory of when my heart began to beat to the rhythm of you. But on that one chilly morning when our routine back in effect. Time to say our goodbyes and turn around and jet. But something happened as we embraced, this feeling that can't be replaced. The emotion that caused my heart to race, my teeth grinding trying to keep how I feel from my face. But the tears seeped through anyway, and the breathing got a little heavy. The feelings were oh so endless, but the words there weren't a bevy. No longer is there is pause when you ask when did my love become true. Because I knew I was in love the day I had to say goodbye to you...

The Maturation of Millz

During my life I've been far from perfect. Hurt some hearts in my past. Never intended to cause anyone pain, to this day I hope none of it will last. I've learned from my mistakes, grown from the choices I've made. No longer looking back with regret. Just taking this path I have paved. The acceptance I was once yearned for has faded away as the days gone by. For those still judging me on my yesterday,  understand I'm no longer that guy. I'm still in the process of growing up, though more Man now than I am Boy. Taking serious the matters of the heart, no longer playing games as if it were some sort of toy. So cheers to those I loved and those who hurt me too. For I could not be the man I am today,  if it were not for you. Now on to my future,  and all that God has for me. For I no longer force the issue, as I'm learning what is meant will surely be...

Lasting Love

I wanna snore In bed with you, wake up to kisses and grow old. Have our children tell their children, about the greatest love to unfold. About two who were never meant, yet they happened to become one. Our love never ending, our bond never done.
Let the world write songs, about the love we made. Let the record spin on repeat constantly being replayed. Mr. Director make a movie, about our life too. Showing the world black love, and allowing it to be true. Giving hope to generations, showing how great it all could be. Painting pictures of your smile and seeing just what its done to me.
No mention of any break ups, or drag em out fights. Just unbelievable days that lead to incredible nights. All these things could come true, just have to give them time. But first I must make it happen, by finding a way to make you mines.

TBU

Every time the phone rings I'm wishing it was you. My mind plays tricks on me because every face I see is you. Every love song I hear seems to have been written about you. Every time I'm in car I wish I was coming to you. Each night I fall asleep I go to sleep thinking about you. Every morning I wake up I wake up thinking about you. There's so many things I'm able to do, but all I do is think about you.

To My Future

I find myself looking for you even though I don't know where you are. I find myself thinking about you, even though I don't know who are you. I dream about our future together even though I don't know what it could be. All I know is everyday I pray for you to come to me.

Tough Guy Soft Heart

Lets just call it what it is, you played the ish out the kid. We promised to keep it real which is the opposite of what you did. I know I did good, damn that I did you great. I was that same down man who had your back even if it was late. But all of things out the window, my heart out the door. The way I feel right now, I don't ever wanna hear from u no more. All your ups and downs, but I stayed even keeled. But bc u supposedly caught feelings you don't even wanna chill. Truth is you've used up my worth and that's keeping it real.  But this is really my fault, I did too much from the jump. Playing the role of the boyfriend, more like the role of the chump.
Look at me sounding like the sour ninja, the saltiness seeping through. everybody around me knows this fact, that I'm crazy about you. The sun reminds me of your smile, and the way it lights up your beautiful face. Shit if I'm keeping it 100, I can see you in every single place. I don't know what I'm feeling, as this is all so brand new. There ain't love guru alive, who could tell me what to do. So many attracted to your outter, but that's nothing when you compare. How I felt when you let me inside, and all the traits that we share. Laughing at all the dumb jokes, coming up catchphrases here and there, Everything reminds me of you...seems like you're everywhere

Conversational Heart

Never been accused of being the best looking or having too much swag. Just a level headed dude who thinks you're worth more than Gucci bags. I call you beautiful when you're sick and I truly do believe it. I open doors for you to walk through and pull out chairs for you to sit. I care about you genuinely, not tryna be your superman. Just when you think of the future, I'm hoping I still figure in your plans. There's so much more in a name, when u call me papi, bae, or boo. Just know I wanna change your name right after we say I do. This isn't meant to scare you off or to say that I'm in love. We never thought that this would be, seems to have been sent from above. Something like a heavenly blessing, meant to cause earthly bliss. It had to have been Gods hands, for it to feel just like this. Your dreams I wish to push and make them all come true. Bc when it comes to you babe, there's almost nothing I won't do.

Dyslexic Heart

I don't miss you a little, I don't like you a bit. I don't think about you ever, not concerned on if you I could get. Your name I never speak, you never cross my mind. Seems like my heart has dyslexia,  as these words are all lies.
I don't miss you a little because I miss you a lot. I don't like you a bit bc my heart you already caught. I don't think about you ever, bc you never leave my mind. Not concerned if I could get you when Im always wishing you were mine. You're like nothing I've ever thought but you're all that I could dream. Don't think we're good together,  I know we're a hell of a team.
We may be completely different, but you're my missing puzzle piece. You always cause my thoughts to stumble,  even though you keep my mind at ease. I could tell you how I feel about you, hoping that one day you'd believe.  But I'll just say you're not what I've ever wanted, just everything I didn't know I would need.

Late night thinking (just spitting out thoughts)

I'm just a man in these times where boys rule the world. Cant seem to find a woman in the midst of these little girls. Only concerned with my pockets and if I copped the concords. Not worried if that I'm successful and never gone to a parole board. I struggle daily with my own self and whether I need to recreate it. Ball out on the empty feelings even if its just to fake it. I'm a man with dreams of tomorrow still haunted by the nightmares of yesterday. Knowing  that I must carve my own path and not worry about what the public say. Mental weakness is a disease and and it slowly infects. It caused me to leave my girl bc I thought she deserved the best. Left her dazed and confused.  Left me lonely and upset.  Sitting here a year later wondering why the hell I had left. Just realize I was poisoned into becoming the boys I despised and wondering if the girls would lead to my demise. If I don't get clean now, then tomorrow will be just another nightmare waiting for me.